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mooncake festival family bbq just now was good. too much leftover though and i wonder why no matter how hungry i am i just cannot eat too much bbq food. 2 or 3 sticks of taiwan sausages, 1.5 chicken wings, a small sweet potato and a prawn were all that i ate. oh, and plus the marvelous tiramisu that my cousins made :) yum yum.

we played with lanterns! oh my i can't even remember when was the last time i held a lantern before this. the lanterns my parents bought were all RED so i bet we looked like ghosts to others when we strolled in a single file on the beach in the dark haha.

our lanterns on the beach :)





we tried to look for the moon too. but it was hiding behind the stupid haze so we could barely see it. what a mooncake festival! the psi hit 150 tonight. i feel my life shortening every breathe i take! curse those people who caused the haze. i hope they'll suffer some kind of retribution for being so inconsiderate. i wonder if they even feel guilty knowing that their actions have harmed so many people from their neighbouring countries. we don't just want to hear the "you can only hope for a heavy rain now" kind of irresponsible response from them!

idiots.

anyway, i'm still trying very hard to sustain the momentum in mugging since i have yet to reach the full throttle. trying very hard but i just can't help taking naps, watching da chang jin and slacking around. sigh.. and can somebody please tell me how i can improve my gp? i'm quite discouraged especially when the people around me have seen improvement in their gp while my result is still quite stagnant. it's not that i haven't been putting in effort.. it's just that i really dont know what to do. if u tell me that my compre can improve if i do a thousand compre before A'level then i'll do it! but i am simply at my wit's end now :( how how how. i don't want to take anymore english proficiency test next time! arghhhss.. ='(

i hate the 6am-1am lifestyle but yet i don't want to skip school! :( i believe my productivity drops by 40% if i go to school but i still hope to go to school for revision :( alamak. when school ends i'll go home for lunch and watch da chang jin at the same time. after eating i'll still be watching da chang jin. and then i'll fall asleep while watching it. i'll wake up at 6 and it'll be dinner time. after dinner i'll try to study but i'll end up dilly dally-ing until 10. then i'll study unproductively till 1am when i'll go to bed :( i really find waking up at 6am a torture!! i'll feel groggy all day long and i'll have extra short attention span. but by the time school ends i'll only be left with 2 weeks before A's!

howwwwww...?

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